There was a time when your presence in my life made so much sense
Solace came in words of encouragement and unconditionality.
Times like these I could use your humor and faith in all that is pure
Times like these I could use your faith in me.
Things are changing and I often feel unready
Without your constant presence my balance is unsteady
Lost without someone there to rescue me when times get tough
Lost without knowing there is your unconditional love
Good on paper doesn't equate good in actuality
What made sense three years ago, three months ago doesn't make much sense at all today
Everyone keeps telling me "better you find out now before it is too late."
I told you my hesitation was because I knew how quickly feelings can change.
Things work out differently than the best laid plans
The things we seek the most from others are the things we need to give ourselves
I appreciate what I have more today than ever before
I just hope and pray all that I have worked for isn't taken away.
*staying put in this space. I don't care who may or may not read it. This is my space for me, first and foremost, so I will not be jumping the blogger ship in favor of trendy tumblr.
