Tuesday, February 18, 2014

where the darkness meets the light(revisited)

Somewhere between the shadow
where darkness meets the light
my thoughts collide inevitably falling back to you.
Its late, and time has elapsed yet I still feel you.
My face has matured and my body developed womanly curves,
and my heart?
it has broken into a thousand pieces a hundred times.

Life has taken me to places near and far.
I have done things you wouldn't believe.
I have said things you will never know.
You never saw any of this, but it is there.
It is there underneath the make-up,
It is there beneath my fingertips that grasp cigarettes so tight whenever you are near.
It is there behind my eyes that still sparkle whenever you are around like green sapphires.
Like the name you gave me
The name that I wrote in a black Sharpie on the floor boards of your garage.
It is laced in the music I still listen to.
The same music I have been listening to for a decade.
Songs reverberating against the walls
The alternative side of me you unlocked when you kissed me in the cold when we were just 13.
We are still the same. Can you still feel that?
Do you still remember those moments that I remember in the cold where the darkness meets the light.